![]() It was only then that I realized that everything I was “excited” for would have had a negative affect on all the wonderful things I have already done in my life (personal and professional). By the next day as I was getting ready for my day, I start to really evaluate all that I was thinking yesterday. I was so excited and could not wait for all this this to come to fruition. I let my mind and imagination take me to places that were exciting. There was a time when I was working out and 3 miles into my run, I had a “vision” on what my future should be like. “Don’t make serious decisions without waiting to make sure true peace abides within you.” I have been coming across some excellent quotes from my morning devotionals.The first one comes from Joyce Meyers – Hearing from God Each Morning Whether i stay where i am, go somewhere else, do what what i am doing now, create something new with a new opportunity, or even revert back to life before 2013 and the hectic schedule of a family business…i will just “fall” into place knowing that this is what God had planned all along. ![]() I give up and will now let God completely take control. I give up trying to “make moves” so that something will happen. I then had a breakthrough! I GIVE UP!!!!! I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT God WANTS OUT OF ME! I give up trying to put the pieces together. But now i can be pulled to two different place…Where do i go…What do I do? I am beginning to lose sleep over this.Īfter speaking with a childhood friend and my wife and asking for prayers, I am just as confused as ever. Its frustrating because i thought i was already at a place where God wants to use me. How did i go from ‘what i prayed for’ to ‘an opportunity presents itself’ to ‘hey guess what something big could be on the way’. My life has taken some turns and for the most part it has been exciting and fun. Its hard cause the questions you ask are questions i have myself. I read your comments and emails and all your questions. A lot of you are just as confused as I am about “What God wants me to do”. ![]() I am sharing this because i know that a lot of you are going thru this as well. ![]()
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